Every $, every inconvenience to put off getting covid was worth it. This is the...

Every $, every inconvenience to put off getting covid was worth it. This is the worst medical experience I've ever lived through and I'm not even in a hospital or dead yet. I'm not looking forward to getting this again and again for most years of my life.

Is there a parallel world Matt who got asymptomatic covid and feels bad that he wasted his $ and convenience? I'd still rather be him.